Thought Piece 1

Right off the bat, it is clear that Joe knows much more than just how to photograph. He’s a narrative writer, plain and simple, with masterful stories about photography to tell. He starts with an interpersonal revelation of the camera manual and how he (and many others) neglects to open it.

I use aperture priority often, but still find use for manual. It’s nice having the ability to control everything for max creativity, it’s important to me that I can be creative on the fly and make every photograph inherently my own. Aperture priority has its uses though. For outdoor sports it’s almost a must – anytime there’s an unruly cloud in the sky, it seems as though it will hover over you at the most inopportune moment, then multiply to take a once-clear sky and punch it full of holes. Aperture priority is like the safety net of the camera. It helps you stick every shot in almost any light. 

The histogram is a useful tool, as Joe would corroborate, and it’s useful for me once in a week or so, when I forget to change my settings before hastily jumping on-scene at an assignment. There are times when I go from shooting the stars at 100k ISO to being flashbanged by my digital viewfinder at a gorgeously sunny baseball park. I’ll use my histogram before looking through the viewfinder just to remind me what I was shooting the night before, but not much else. The best tool on a camera are the hands controlling it.

“Think like the camera,” says Joe McNally. “Veer into close orbit with Ice Planet 255, where there is no sustainable pixel life.” I love messing with exposure compensation. On my R5, I can change EV on my lens as I focus on what I choose to, and the camera will adjust accordingly. This is an insanely useful tool, as I have the ability to set my camera on AV, drop the EVs to -2 and get deep, dark, mystery, or the opposite at +2 for a shiny, white, aesthetic veneer. And all of that in the blink of an eye, the turn of a wheel on a lens with an AI focus on a subject that I can see focused on by way of little green boxes in the viewfinder, and all the while seeing the environment of light change before me in what can only be considered a miracle of technology.

“Apologies to right-eyed shooters. You’re screwed.” I love that line. Ben Suddendorf is left-eyed. When I asked him how he managed, his answer was likely much the same as what Joe McNally’s would be. He just does it. Sure, you might have to change up your grip a bit sometimes, but that’s just the reality of shooting left-eyed. I just thought that tidbit was interesting. When Joe describes his shoot in “The Swamp” for a commercial shoot, I am proud to say that I understand everything that he said. A couple years ago I would’ve likely pretended that I knew so as to emulate a strong photographer, but I know that emulating strength is actually the inverse of the reality.

Bounce Flash Exercise

1/100, f2.8, ISO 100 at 70mm shot upside-down with the vertical grip on my 5D, bounced the flash off the floor at 1/2 power.
1/250, f2.8, ISO 100 at 70mm shot on my R5 with a bounce off the near wall at 1/4 power.
1/100, f16, ISO 100 shot at 70mm on my R5 with a bounce off of the wall behind me, off of the near ceiling (which is red) and then down onto the subject. Should’ve dropped the aperture down a stop or two, I was going for shadows but this is too dark.
1/100, f16, ISO 100 at 70mm on my R5 with the flash bounced off of a diffuser camera right. Tried to (within the confines of Moore Hall) shoot a sunset with halo lighting and use a fill flash.
1/160, f2.8, ISO 100 at 70mm on my R5 with a top diffuser.

YC #2

1.Hacienda Heights, Calif. sophomore Emily Bracamonte slides into third against Ball State at Margo Jonker Stadium, Friday, Apr. 2.
2. Albuquerque, N.M. junior Shannon Stein trots around the bases and gets a high five from her coach after a late-game solo shot against Ball State, Apr. 2.
3. La Mirada, Calif. sophomore Gisele Acuna makes a sliding play on an outfield hit against Ball State, Apr. 2.
4. Harrison Township junior Samantha Mills slides into second on a steal against Ball State, Apr. 2.
5. Oxford junior Kaitlyn Bean tosses the ball towards the plate against Ball State, Apr. 2.
6. Vicksburg senior Shaidan Knapp bunts the ball against Ball State, Apr. 2.
7. An in-camera double exposure of Eaton Rapids freshman Grace Lehto tossing the ball towards home, Apr. 2.
8. Davis Junction, Ill. junior Stephanie Anderson makes contact with the pitch against Ball State, Apr. 2.
9. Davis Junction, Ill. junior Stephanie Anderson slides into home as her teammate, Clarkston freshman Abbey Tolmie, relays to her that she could cross standing up, Apr. 2.

10. Clarkston freshman Abbey Tolmie tracks down a deep fly ball against Ball State, Apr. 2.


St. Patrick’s Day daily assignment

Scenes from St. Patrick’s day at The Bird Bar and Grill as well as O’Kelly’s Bar and Grill as patrons celebrate what has become a national drinking holiday.


Marta Kendziorski, left, and Karly Steinberg, right, carry a trumpeter swan to a new enclosure to ready it for release, Mar. 21.
A turkey vulture sits upon an old garage door rail in the ARK nursery, Mar. 21.
A great horned owl peeks around the corner of its enclosure at ARK, Mar. 21.
Karly Steinberg tosses a shovelful of snow and ice over a gate to clear it for opening, Mar. 21.
ARK’s medical director Karen Noggle glances up briefly between her duties, Mar. 21.
Students put up a makeshift barrier with cardboard, duct tape and large sticks for support, Mar. 21.
Students clear out Pen 1, which had been used as a storage area for transport cages, Mar. 21.
Students lift an old medical table that was buried in snow and ice at ARK, Mar. 21.
An ARK employee looks for animal food in the fridge, under the watchful eye of Bard the barred owl, Mar. 21.

A trumpeter swan as pictured through a mirror in ARK’s nursery, Mar. 21.

JRN. 521 Personal Vision Video

This video highlights my passions, my goals, and my work. As an avid outdoorsman and nature photographer, I wish to bring light to the natural world before it falls apart around us. We live on a beautiful planet – it is my goal that no human being will be able to take that for granted after viewing any of my images, or any that I am yet to take.

Music: cover of Galapagos by the Smashing Pumpkins

Education from a Distance

JRN.422 COVID story

Jay Gross, a teacher at Shepherd High School for 21 years, has nine dogs – all rescues, Monday, Nov. 16, 2020. Jay leads his dogs back into the house after a walk and handing out treats.
Jay often hosts his online class times from the MEA building’s conference room in Mt. Pleasant, MI, Saturday, Nov. 14. Due to COVID restrictions, classes moved exclusively online in Michigan as of Sunday, Nov. 15, until Jan. 8, 2021.
After teaching an online class, Jay reveals his intentions to retire, Saturday, Nov. 14. “I just can’t do it anymore,” Jay said. “It’s just so impersonal.”
Jay plays chess with his son, Jayson, while Shiloh, one of his nine dogs, lovingly interrupts, Monday, Nov. 16.
Jay hands out treats to his nine rescue dogs Monday, Nov. 16. “My dogs are my world,” Jay said. “There’s no better way to unwind after a long day than curling up on the couch with a nine-dog blanket.”
Jay walks two of his dogs – Crash (left) and Odin (right) – while pondering retirement Monday, Nov. 16. “This year just keeps getting harder,” Jay laments.

As an educator, Jay Gross is the head of the Teachers’ Union and the Head of English. He’s spoken around the country on a variety of topics including technology in education and the importance of relationship-building as an educator. He has nine dogs – all rescues – and three kids – whom he and his wife adopted.

Jay has been an educator at Shepherd High school for over 21 years, teaching kids everything from English to public speaking in a variety of classes. But after all of his years of dedication, with the entrance of COVID-19 and the departure of face-to-face learning, the medium of which Jay thrives, Jay admits that he quickly realized he couldn’t do it anymore; “It’s the kids that make it worthwhile – seeing the realization on their faces as they come to understand Frankenstein’s monster or Hamlet… with my kids, I can put up with anything.”

The stresses of online school led him to officially retire Wednesday, Nov. 18. “It’s just so impersonal… I can’t do it, dude,” Jay revealed to me after teaching what would be one of his last class sessions Saturday, Nov. 14.

He spends what time he can at home, back in the woods with his loved ones; “This is my safe space – I mean look around. I love it out here.”


This project was easy enough – finding a subject who has been effected by COVID is an easy task, but finding someone who has a meaningful story because of it was more challenging. Or perhaps I’m just picky. The only real challenge that I faced during this project was coming home to my dog after spending a day with nine new dogs, my boy seemed to get rather upset at me after he was able to discern all the new smells. And if that’s the only problem you face while shooting, that means it went pretty smoothly.

After the Midland project was finalized, I had less than two weeks to find a subject and get the story done – I hadn’t even given the COVID story much thought because the Midland project had my full attention for so long. So, needless to say, this was a welcome break from tradition, a healthy change-of-pace.

I only got to go out a handful of times – Jay is a very busy man, especially now – and then he retired the day after I went out last; being my favorite teacher I’ve ever had, it hurt me to see him suffering while doing what he loved.

Rallying around the Red and Blue

JRN.422 daily assignment

A speaker pumps his fist to pump up the crowd at the Back The Blue rally in Howell, MI, Saturday, Oct. 3, 2020.
A participant in the Back The Blue rally proudly displays her dissent for Governor Gretchen Whitmer with her new sign Saturday, Oct. 3.
In a sea of red hats, one protestor vehemently shouts his opinion at the speaker’s bidding Oct. 3, Howell, MI.
Standing atop his vehicle for a better vantage, this protestor at the Howell Trump rally stood amidst a sea of patriotic-colored flags Saturday, Oct. 3.
During the national anthem, this protestor proudly wears her mask, bearing ill likeness to the Commander-in-Chief Saturday, Oct. 3.
Two young female protestors wave flags at the Howell Trump rally Saturday, Oct. 3.
During a prayer before the speakers came onstage, this man reaches to the heavens in silent affirmation Saturday, Oct. 3.
With a proud display of his .45 ACP holstered on his hip, this protestor exercises his second-amendment rights at the Howell Trump Rally, Saturday, Oct. 3.
With a cigarette clamped firmly between his lips, this protestor proudly assents to the speaker’s words at the Howell Trump rally, Saturday, Oct. 3.
As only the third mask visible on the entire grounds of the rally (with one being mine) this protestor wears his symbolically around his ear (perhaps by chance) in Howell, MI, Saturday, Oct. 3.

As one of the key rural areas surrounding Lansing, Howell has been a battleground between the colors of Red and Blue. This rally, doubling as a “Back the Blue” counter-protest, began slowly as the cars rolled into the nearly vacant parking lot. The supporters of the cause began to circulate, purchasing memorabilia such as flags, signs, shirts, and even books. Shortly thereafter, the music began to rumble, vibrating off of the car windows in deafening assent.

Passers by honking their assent seemingly in time with the beat bolstered the morale of the protestors as the air seemed to hum with anticipation for the upcoming speeches. In the distance, a blanket drapes over the side of a merchant tent, President Trump’s visage poorly realized, improved upon with bulging muscles and a distinct lack of wrinkles, a body that would make Arnold Schwarzenegger even a bit jealous. In his hands, a heavy machine gun with a rocket propelled grenade stuck in the end for cinematic effect, or, more accurately, comedic.

Following the insults hurled in the general direction of Joe Biden and “Fake News,” the speakers would always end with that classic hint of propaganda to keep the blood flowing.


This particular project was not fun. I am very much not a fan of large groups of people, especially now, as this particular group was entirely naked upon the face – mask-less. I stayed a good distance segregated from others and furthermore, my camera seemed to part the crowds as it was. So aside from my apprehensions regarding crowds, it was alright. I moved rather fluidly through the crowds to capture different images from different angles as well as compositions.

This project was easier than the others as it was just the one-day feature project. I think the hardest part of capturing this story was driving to the event – my gas tank took a major hit – but I believe I learned a good amount about how to photograph these types of events.

High Plains Ranchers

A snapshot of the hard land and the harder people that live on it.

The sun lazily climbs the distant hills, painting its pastel oranges and yellows across the rugged brown cliffs and scrub brush that dot the landscape. The air is crisp and the wind biting, a sharp frost crunches beneath my feet as I make my way to the downed fence that Monty Carson has already been working on for two hours now. Where the Carson ranch is located, there aren’t many fences. All of the cattle are branded with their flying-C logo just to make sure that what is theirs stays theirs.

Raising the fencepost driver above his bleached straw hat, he pounds it into the wooden pole repeatedly, driving it down into the hard rocky earth. The ranch sits on 4,000 acres of owned land and a few thousand more leased from the U.S. government. “There are no farmers here,” says Monty “the badlands make it tough to do just about anything.”

The Carsons have been ranching in the Beicegel Creek valley since 1950 and the now Co-owners, Ron and Monty, their whole lives. They raise cattle that they pasture on their massive expanse of land, and they use their steer calves for rodeo events. They also own a rodeo production company, Carson Productions, that they use to put on around a dozen events per season.

“It’s honest livin’, ranching like we do. Or so I’ve been told. Don’t know much else,” Monty said, looking toward the sunrise.

The ranchers in North Dakota have a culture to them: they are a hard, resilient, and distant in terms of relationships and actual distance from other people. To get in with them, I first had to find someone in the city who had family on a ranch. My ranch family was very kind, though COVID kept us distant as well. Aside from hiking their property and remembering to pick my jaw up off the floor, I spent my time watching them ride, feed cattle, and just talk about good ‘ole country livin’.

Grudge Match

Central Michigan hosted their rival Michigan State in McGuirk Arena this past Friday. Being the last home meet of CMU’s season, it was senior night for the lone senior, Logan Parks. His family was in attendance and escorted him to center mat to accept his award with flowers and a wide assortment of grins as the spotlight shone down. Logan seemed to have a far-off look, however, mentally preparing to face an opponent he hadn’t beaten in three bouts.

Shortly thereafter the matches began, the first of which dig th ranked Drew Hildebrandt pinned his opponent in the first round. Central jumped out to an early lead of 12-0 and increased that to 15-3 after just five matches. The Spartans then rallied in the next three bouts and tied it at 15 before CMU pulled away in the final two bouts with the help of redshirt junior Landon Pelham and fourth ranked redshirt junior Matt Stencel. The win was CMU’s 6th consecutive dual victory to finish the season strong.

While it may be easy enough to snap some pictures at sporting events, shooting a wrestling meet in a professional capacity requires an incredible amount of luck that the meet unfolds in your general direction, that you anticipate the action and look always for reaction shots in the crowd, on the bench, etc. I have shot many sporting events before, but this particular wrestling meet I was pressed to get the best shots that I possibly could. Thus, I was always working the shot and adjusting myself and my camera on my little corner of mat to find the best shot.